Tag: emotions

  • We’ve laid some skeletons to rest, and Halloween is officially packed away. With the time change this past weekend it is now time to unpack things to bring warmth to our home. Tomorrow I’m going to setup our Christmas tree – it makes our reading room extra magical as the light wanes at 5:30 pm.…

  • And I am on the verge of crying over everything – the slightest amount of true feelings, and I burst into tears. This has been incredibly embarrassing at Union exec meetings and in front of neighbors while looking at my nephew’s Halloween photos (he made the most gorgeous Lady Gaga). If I even dare to…

  • Fourteen years ago, I had a horrible nightmare – I stepped through the looking glass, which has always been a dream of mine. The problem was, it wasn’t the pleasant and exciting adventure I had hoped it would be. Instead I found myself staring back into the mirror and realizing that if I did anything…

  • Everything I’m working on seems to be running me directly into a terrible force field of trauma-generated protections. The sprint forward creates a brief euphoria of imagined success immediately before the crash sends me toppling over backwards into an angry ball of pain – somehow both emotional and physical. After dusting myself off, I resume…

  • Today would have been my grandfather’s 96th birthday. It seemed fitting that his longtime friend sent me a photo of the church flyer for his upcoming memorial on today of all days. One of the funniest recent memories of Papa was while we were visiting him at the care facility. He wasn’t at his best,…

  • Today’s reflection seems to have me landing on my head – so many of my spreads lately have been reversals, which can feel so odd, as I’ve only done reversals for the past year. I was hoping for something a bit more fluffy for my first foray into reflecting in this space, but The Universe…